New Project

Curtains are on hold. Sorry, Rach. ^^

Now I'm working on a blanket for a baby- I'm making it fairly big for when he gets bigger, as babies have the tendency to do.

WHEEE!

Doughnuts, pizza, and ice cream- oh my!

Not to mention a sugar buzz. ^^

Finished the 20th row of the test curtain! Now I start the triple-crochets!

Guess What!

Good news: I'm going to make a curtain and send it to Rachel Ray, because I love her show. I noticed the window in her kitchen has no curtain, so I'm going to find some string that fades from orange to almost white and back to orange (because orange is her favorite color) and crochet her a curtain! YAY! So if she does an episode in the future where she helps someone that's completely clueless about what to do with herbs and zests, watch that one, because I might just be on!

However, I'm have some purple string here that has the fading thing, so I'll practice and make one out of that first.

Bad news: I lost the one hook I have for string crocheting. Now I'll have to wait until I can buy a new one.

BUT! My mom is scheduling a chiropractor appointment, so I'll be in town to buy one! YAY!

EDIT: I got a hook! I'm working on the purple test curtain right now! I'm on the third row.

Stuff?...

My brother turned 21 yesterday. Well, technecally two days ago.

Has anyone else seen the group "Rodrigo Y Gabriela"? I saw them on Craig Ferguson a while ago, and on David Letterman just tonight. They're actually pretty good- they have a CD out, which I plan to buy as soon as I have the money to- assuming, of course, I can even find it. They have a website that has a lot of information on them.

Let's see, what else...

Not much, really.

After High School...

Here's what I've accomplished since I graduated, with little plus and minus signs so you can get exactly what I'm trying to say. Heck, I'll even COLOR CODE them for you!

Got my diploma (+)
Signed up for college classes (+)
Failed to get a car (-)
Failed test for driver's liscense (-)
Failed test for driver's liscense again (-)
Suffered second emotional breakdown (-)
Found out Grandma's dying (-)
Dropped out of college classes (-)
Got my driver's liscense (+)
Realized I am- quite possibly- chronically depressed (-)
Lost contact with most my friends (-)
Failed to get a job (because I have no car) (-)
Signed up for college classes again (+)
Visited high school webside (which would be a good thing, but...)
Found out that none of my undergraduate friends have me on their "Friends" pages (-)

So yes. I'm currently angry, depressed, frustraited, and just about anything else you can think of along those lines (besides suicidal- I'm not that depressed). I feel like I'm caged and am slowly loosing my mind. Maybe this will pass; maybe it won't. Maybe it's a feral mindset that settles in after sunset. All I know is that I'm not happy and nobody's doing anything about it because I don't want anyone to know. Maybe that's why I'm putting it up here- I mean, it's not like anyone looks at this anyway. Heaven forbid I would have anything interesting to say about my "perfectly normal" family or my "straight A grades" or my "perfect" life- heaven forbid I should actually FAIL at something! Nope, nothing worth noticing here- just me raving like a spastic lunatic! HA HA HA HA HA I'M SO FUNNY!

Oh, and I'd also like to thank all my friends, who I e-mailed about this lovely little blog, and didn't get a word back from. I FEEL SO LOVED.

Nyrg?

Owie. Wrist hurts. Stupid weather... I'm considering getting the wrist brace my mom said was under the sink.

There was something else I wanted to say. Can't remember what though.

EDIT: I remembered! My grandpa thinks I should marry the Salutatorian of my graduating class because he's studying to be a doctor and therefore he'd have a lot of money. *eye roll* Sheesh. I know he just wants what's best for me, but picking out a husband? Isn't that kinda... medieval?