After High School...

Here's what I've accomplished since I graduated, with little plus and minus signs so you can get exactly what I'm trying to say. Heck, I'll even COLOR CODE them for you!

Got my diploma (+)
Signed up for college classes (+)
Failed to get a car (-)
Failed test for driver's liscense (-)
Failed test for driver's liscense again (-)
Suffered second emotional breakdown (-)
Found out Grandma's dying (-)
Dropped out of college classes (-)
Got my driver's liscense (+)
Realized I am- quite possibly- chronically depressed (-)
Lost contact with most my friends (-)
Failed to get a job (because I have no car) (-)
Signed up for college classes again (+)
Visited high school webside (which would be a good thing, but...)
Found out that none of my undergraduate friends have me on their "Friends" pages (-)

So yes. I'm currently angry, depressed, frustraited, and just about anything else you can think of along those lines (besides suicidal- I'm not that depressed). I feel like I'm caged and am slowly loosing my mind. Maybe this will pass; maybe it won't. Maybe it's a feral mindset that settles in after sunset. All I know is that I'm not happy and nobody's doing anything about it because I don't want anyone to know. Maybe that's why I'm putting it up here- I mean, it's not like anyone looks at this anyway. Heaven forbid I would have anything interesting to say about my "perfectly normal" family or my "straight A grades" or my "perfect" life- heaven forbid I should actually FAIL at something! Nope, nothing worth noticing here- just me raving like a spastic lunatic! HA HA HA HA HA I'M SO FUNNY!

Oh, and I'd also like to thank all my friends, who I e-mailed about this lovely little blog, and didn't get a word back from. I FEEL SO LOVED.