I don't know who to tell. Not Mom- I can already imagine the look on her face if I did; the shock and utter horror in her eyes. My dad would probably brush it off and tell me there was no way I could have it, not that I'd tell him anyway.
My own heart was pounding when I realized the similarities. The diagram and the weird feeling in my own head match up. It just doesn't seem real. I pray that it isn't, but if wishes were fishes...
Grandpa... Oh God, he'd be so devistated. He's already lost his wife, and if I were to get it, it would be a hundred times worse for him. I'm the only girl he has left.
The main issue I would have is how to tell everyone. I wouldn't be able to look them in the eye and say it. And then there's the issue of keeping my long-distance friends up to date on how I'm doing if I ever get hospitalized...
I need to go to the doctor. How I'm going to do that and keep my suspicions from my family is something else altogether.
1 comment:
What is it? If its life threating you should go in no matter what. Cause if you don't and something happens then all your worst fears come true. Play it safe. Also its nice to see an update. its has been awhile.
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